What is it. How do I think I learn? How do I learn. A question often asked. I need to spend time with new concepts and use them in a pratical way for them to make sense for me. I need time to cogitate and internalize and practice. I am a visual learner although I am not very adept with certain abstract ideas and concepts. I also wonder if I am resistant to some new ideas/change For instance having been raised a Roman Catholic attending private schools and being totally indoctrinated to the church I found as a younger man many of the teachings and practices were changed with Vatican Two. What this meant for me was a feeling that all I had been taught was not set into stone as had been taught but subject to change.

Acceptance of change has always been problematic for myself. I need to accept new ideas in my framework and not just resign myself to helplessness.